Friday, October 28
Think rational. Think straight. Ahh. Can't seem to do those two these few days.
Then, I find myself mood swing all over. Not healthy.
I'm going out later.
Posted by Isabelle at 6:22 pm
Thursday, October 27
Hmm. You know, this week has been all but the sweetest walk down the rose beds. (Think I'm going crazy. Watch all my words my friend.) A twist during the weekends, some salt and pepper during the last two days, and I end up feeling warm and fuzzy all over. Heh.
Laters.
Posted by Isabelle at 12:04 am
Sunday, October 23
Take The Quiz Yourself!
Lol. Bleach is my current all-time favourite anime. No, I'm quite sure I'm not Kurosaki Ichigo, just put that up coz I think he's really cool. Woot. Naruto's falling behind, probably due to that filler thing they are showing, and it's boring. Wahaha.
I know, I know, watching anime when I'm gonna have my exams in 2 weeks' time, but what the hell. I'm only young once, plus what is one episode per week? Heh.
Posted by Isabelle at 9:18 pm
Saturday, October 22
I'm amazed at myself. Slept a little at 7am, woke up at about 9.30am, so it was barely, what, 2 plus hours of sleep. Came back home from hostel, and didn't sleep after that. And I'm not feeling any lack of sleep. Hehe. Major destressment.
This week has been a very rough one. 2 quizzes, of which I screwed Maths, and got so worried for the other. Thursday was Maths, so I was going for the test so damn confidently, only to feel totally screwed when I came out. Crap. Ah well. At least my first quiz marks will even out with this one.
But it kinda demoralised me for the Friday quiz, so I was panicking. Cannot afford to fail this one. Bombed the last one, and it was 15% of my final exam results, so which means if I failed this one again, there goes my 15 + 15 = 30% of the module result. Bad. Understood why I freaked out? Yeah.
Oh well, at least it turned out okay. So yesterday night was really major destressing night for me. I think I deserved it. Hehe. Hey, I've been studying every night with my class, mugging like hell, I guess I really need a break.
Gonna go out for a movie soon, my first movie in... 3 months? Lol.
Laters.
Posted by Isabelle at 4:11 pm
I just reached back hostel. At 6.30am.
I repeat, I just reached back hostel.
Hehe. Betcha guessing where I've been. Lol, I think tonight's the most impromtu outing. The original plan was to get my class people for a mahjong session, then it ended early since my friend's family was turning in and we didn't want to disturb them. So at midnight, we were driving around looking for supper spots, and at the same time wondering what we were gonna do for the rest of the night. Kinda sad when the party had to end at midnight, you know. Heh.
Had to go for pool, so wound up somewhere (don't ask where, I'm driven, rememeber?), had a few rounds of pool until 3am. Haha, not bad, though I think my pool skills deteriorated, but that's not the point. The guys had to send the girls back home already, since it was late. 3 guys, 3 girls, so it was pretty even.
I think that's when me and my friend got a little crazy. Both of us didn't want to go back that early (yeah, I was very crazy. 3am!) so we drove to this prawning place that opens 24 hrs. No luck with prawns by the way, but we chatted a lot. I think we really had a lot to talk about, our family, things we did, blah. Wa, hard time finding this kind of friend where you really can talk about anything. Not bad.
By the time we finished, it was 5am, so yeah, might as well get breakfast. Both of us were craving for kaya toast and half-boiled eggs, so stopped over a kopitiam to grab something to eat. Came back at 6 plus. Lol. It was good.
I think sometimes I really need this kind of night outs.
Posted by Isabelle at 6:47 am
Tuesday, October 18
You know, I never had this kind of feeling before, like I'm so sick and tired of studying, and studying and studying. Absolutely. This kind of life is draining me out so much. I wonder how I can survive my four long years here.
Or maybe it's just another one of my temperamental pessimistic mood bouts. I have lots of them. And then again, I feel very detached from everything. I feel detached from my friends, my school work, my everything, and mostly my God. Any further and I might just scream 'Why has thou forsaken me?!'. But that's not that point. What am I doing here anyway? I don't have the motivation for anything any more.
I'm starting to face reality in that perspective I've never seen it in before. Reality as in you are probably gonna face life in that same old mundane way. Right now for me it's the exams, after exams, after exams. Kinda numbing. Surprised I've never felt that way before, even during A levels.
I seem way too pessimistic these days. My blogging is very much affected. Maybe it's just the stress that I can't handle right now.
Posted by Isabelle at 2:49 am
Thursday, October 13
Whew. 25 days to the start of exams. Can't wait. Ah. *freaks out* It's yet another A level time for me. Man. I start and end exams about the same time as them. Crap.
*freaks out again*
I'm gonna transform into a full-time mugger. In fact, I've been mugging for days and nights these days. I think I'm going bonkers studying. God help me, my lord. Ahh.
Hear my pleas of insanity.
Posted by Isabelle at 5:09 pm
Saturday, October 8
AHH!!! How long has it been since I blogged? Ok la, not that bad, it's been only a week. Heh. My blogging times have been severely cut down. Exams are coming, and it's freaking me out. Another 4 weeks to exams. Argh. Need to mug as hard as I can.
God help me.
Posted by Isabelle at 7:33 pm
Sunday, October 2
Lol. It's October! Ahh. Another 5 weeks to exams. Oh well. Time to study I guess. You know, I kinda hate my routine now. It's the same thing every week. I go through hell every day from Monday to Friday, den goes back home on Saturday to sleep like a log until Sunday, then I come back to prepare for hell the next week.
Right. Lol. Call me a no-lifer.
Ah well. Oh ya, happy belated birthday to Xin. Went out to eat with her, Heli and Ven the last weekend, but somehow forgot to blog it. Oh yeah, it's swensen's time. Hehe, had a good meal, and Earthquake to go along. Nice. Oh ya, gotta remember to pay Heli back. I'm always forgetting to return the money. Not that I did it on purpose, just that I always have a memory lapse when it comes to money matters. Heh. Ah well.
Gonna get something good to eat for dinner later on. My hallmate's driving a few of us out for 'paper-wrapped chicken', literally translated. Hehe. Yum.
Laters.